this entry i made special for u my friends..[time tgh xde keje n boring2] hehe =p
14 June 2011 , 0 Comment
entri ni sebenarnye adalah re-post..dlu pnh publish kt blog yg lame..saje nk post lg skali..ade la edit sket2..sape da bce tu,abaikan...tp lau nk bace lg pon boley..hehe...lets start the new sem with new book ok!luv u! ***************************************** i dont know how 2 start... but im juz trying to write what i feel since i was here.. to all my dear friends, thankz for being my friends.. i really2 appreciate u in my life... i really love u as the way u are.. to my dear friend, i realize that.. i'm not a good friend to u.. i'm bad... i dont know how to care ur feelings.. i dont know how to make u happy.. i dont know how to help u when u hve problems.. i dont know how to be a good friends... i juz know how to hurt ur feelings... with my actions, with my words.. i juz know how to tell u about my probs.. i juz know how to tell u my nonsense story.. i juz know how to make a stupid joke.. n i juz know how to get ur attention.. to my dear friend akyn, thankz a lot becoz u are willing to be my friend since we enter dis college, thankz a lot becoz u give me sweet memories about our friendship.. thankz a lot becoz u always with me when i need u.. i like the way u are.. to my dear friends eisya,tengku and fahima, thankz a lot becoz u are willing to listen to me although maybe u are already bored with me... thankz a lot becoz u understand the way i am... thankz a lot becoz u always with me... thankz a lot becoz giving me ur advice.. to my dear sis kak dijah, thankz a lot becoz u are always cheer me up with ur joke.. mayb u not realize it... but really... it helps me to recover myself.. i really respect the way u are... to my dear friends that i didn't mention above, not becoz i dont love u.. not becoz i hate u.. not becoz i didnt appreciate u.. but.. it is to many for me to write it all.. to u all.. thankz also for being my friend.. n always be with me.. although i'm always make u feel annoying.. i hope... u will be patient with my behaviour.. i hope.. our friendship will never end.. to all my dear friends, i'm not strong.. i can't be alone.. i really need u all in my life... i need ur courage. i need ur advice.. i need ur laugh.. n i also need ur problems.. i want to share everything... happiness and sadness.. becoz i try to be the best that i can.. and becoz u are like my family... to all my dear friends, i'm sorry about what i hve done to u.. i'm sorry becoz i have hurt u heart.. i'm sorry becoz i couldn't be a good friend to u.. if u are criticise me.. if u are honest about my behaviour, i really appreciate it.. mayb i will be hurt.. but its ok.. it is better than u talk behind me... thankz n sorry for everything... ~truly from my heart~ footnote~sory la lau ade grammar yg xbtoi..hehe.babai! Labels: kawan2 i miss u...
15 April 2011 , 0 Comment
okay..ini masenye untuk ber-feeling2.. i miss u?? bkn i miss my boyfie or what... actually,xde boyfie pon.. hahaa ok..lets straight to the point... hurm..firstly. mayb i should replace 'u' with 'them'. yes..i miss them.. who? adelah..hehe whats wrong ? they still here for u rite? yes.. but.. the situation is different.. totally different.. why?? why we suddenly change? i really miss that moment.. the moment that we are together.. in doing something.. now.. yes..i admit.. some of us..still together.. but some more? why they are change? is there something that u did not satisfied? is there something that we make u hurt?? why u didnt sit and talk to us? discuss about it together.. everyone has their weakness.. come on friends.. we need to stay for quite a long time. i cant imagine what are going to happen if we stay like this.. mayb its common to others.. but it terrible to me.. honestly.. i didnt feel happy at all. i really miss that moment.. our happy moment.. always together.. to my friends.. i juz express my feelings.. im sorry if u dont like my entry.. im sorry if u think that i want to reveal the problems.. im really2 sorry.. i tried.. try to keep it inside my heart. but i cant..
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