Changes..
12 October 2012 , 0 Comment
assalamualaikum..i'm back now with new goal and style(maybe). alhamdullillah..thanks to Allah.really2 thankful.. u give me hardship, u tested me...at the very beginning, i felt it was very difficult. that test. it was very difficult. n i almost give up. but thank God again. u give me friends. good friends. who always remind me of You. remind me to always asks and pray to You. because You always hear me, human beings. its true.the test that You gave me makes me strong actually.very strong. i cried not only because i feel weak but also because i want You to hear me. i want to express it to You. n it make me feel very calm. its also true. You give me this test because You love me. You miss me...n You actually fulfill my pray. i asks You to give me strength and You did. through the sadness, loneliness, i became stronger. now, i try to change. try to fulfill what i dreamt before. to be a muslimah. real muslimah. i have changed my appearance. i wear socks, handsocks and also proper hijab (cover my chest). i try. trying to my best. my new goal: want to be solehah daughter and wife (in future). want to be good student too. thats all for this entry. till we meet again. =) |